Someone withhold money for missions
It was getting late and I went to see if there was milk for Deborah. When I opened the can I saw that there was no more milk left. The worst thing was that he didn't have any money anymore and he didn't even expect to receive it from anywhere. I was looking at that side and I told the Lord at that moment that the provision had already been sent, I knew it had already, but whoever had the provision was withholding. This was the trust that came to my heart. In reality, it was the Lord speaking to my heart. It's situations like this that bring your faith down. Someone might say no, and it really isn't meant to get you down, but it gets you down. When God does so many wonders in his favor, when you move in trust and one fine day you find yourself with no way out. Before coming to the mission field many times in your work, that safe money, job and etc, and now you don't have any of that and I depend on God's move and the time of need comes. You say: God, help me! But...